SuNdAY - i Am wOrKinG

It's almost three months since I last wrote my blog on 30th July. Well, there are many up and down these few months whether my new marriage life or personal or work wise. There are so many things to handle and I am not doing any well so far. I feel like giving up sometime but then I dare not. I wish everything went back to normal and just lead a simple life by myself. I am just another simple man living on the planet. Maybe I cannot satisfied her or anyone as I am a selfish person. I am not a good lover or husband either. I really dun know how to solve the problem and I am still looking to solution. Sometime after arguement or quarrel, I feel like just leave everything and lead my own life. I do not want quarrel or argue but I just dun understand why it is still happening. I know she been trying but I am also trying. We both struggling and trying hard I supposed. But still things do not work somehow :(